dope pickups for the past 2 weeks

Sucker

I'm clueless to how much I should shower you with my affection.

With much practice you'd think I'd come in with ease and perfection.

Lay you down flat kisses on the head

But I stutter and mumble to myself instead.

My timing is never right I'm reluctant to approach

Kissing and hugging you is what I think of most.

Holding hands while we sway down the street

Finishing each other's sentences when we speak.

I tried to convince you with my words that I adore you, but you seem unsure in accepting me.

What can I do? I can't contain this love that I have for you.

I want be wherever you are, kiss you slow under the moonlight and stars.

Take you to trips somewhere far.

Plan our days long ahead of our time

I just wish for you to be mine.

Instead, I lay here thinking. Two twenty six with my headache on lock

Still I wish to text you that "I love you a lot."

Tomorrow I can devise another plan, to make you my girl and me your man.

I'll be here for you until you’re sick of me, I'll be here to try and simply make you happy.

We can watch movies day and night, as long as you

Kiss me when it's over, come over baby come over.

I beg with my lower lip covering my upper

Dog-eyed until I get you in my paw my lover.
It’s late but I realized, this dream of mine is highly televised.

Perpetuated by commercial love and lies

Movies and music that run through my head

Replaced by what I see which is you instead.

I apologize for being so materialistic

To think of you as my possession is fucking sadistic.

Right Eye Closed

Ambition ruptured by a bullet of doubt

Shrouded by leers and glares inside and out.
Lacking course pursuing more
Heavy shoulders outweigh the core
Its purity alone is

Intoxicating and to
Suck the juice is poison
Reason out the predicament at hand

Struggle of a man with his own merit

45

Quarter to the hour right

Where it ends

Spring back another

Life to begin.

Push forward the blankets sheets pillows

where you once weeped.

Can't comfortably sleep with

Demons in the head. Let the reaper dig deep.

For once I hit the hour soul's siphon soon devour

Faith outlast the devilish

Glances in your eyes cast ocular

spiritual dances.

On the road for the midnight show.

Where it goes no one knows